I started playing DOTA again, just as ThatAngel came back. Pwn'd some nubs with weaver, 14-1 with game ending at lvl 17 :(

man it feels good.

Hey all, I have just done my field camp. Life isnt good for me, but I think I gonna try for OCS. If i fail to make it, i might geng out to be a clerk. I'll see how it goes. There's too much to write and too little time. Sometimes I just want to fast forward this 2 years, but then again, who doesnt?

What I am going through might bore you since it's an experience you guys have all felt before, but for me it really sucks, and it's a great adjustment from how I have been living. I wish you(all) luck in your exams and studies. and hopefully(really hopefully) I will join you guys in studying real soon.

No wait, I will never. Cause when I start studying you guys would be working! Then I would start bitching about school again. That's hardship, that's life.

Then when I am done with my studies, what then? I work, I get promoted and what then?

Life is plain. I have come to terms with it. Maybe if the weak can feel happy by being satisfied then he can laugh at the strong who is always hungering for more, feeling that there's something more to what he has everytime, then, wouldnt life be good for the weak? Would the weak still be the weak then?

The weakest weakling is those that laugh at the weaker and long to be strong, cause there and then, he has no content no happiness and no achievement.

Then, what would life mean to him?

What does life mean to me?





I wonder.

SeaN