Memories.

I want to "almost die", again.

I want to tremble in the toilet for 10 minutes, I want to crash into those barricades at high speeds, I want to mow the lawn, I want my engine to stall after a turn, I want to crash 10 times but still make the same laps as the Robotic Bear, I want to rest my hand on the engine and burn my jacket, I want to consider staying at "The Outrigger" to have breakfirst in bed, I want to stay at a cheap motel and yet still bargain for better prices, I want to hear the sound of screeching tyres when we are trying to sleep. I want to warm the frozen sushi with a room heater, I want to wear shorts and slippers and go to a posh restaurant just to drink free wine, I want to go to the market and buy macadamia nuts. I want to sleep when the others are either navigating or driving, I want to play bridge when Mr. Others doesnt want to(I am not a stinking cheater), I want to knock the lamp post just before returning the car and return it like nothing happened, I want to feel the joy of buying something for someone I like, I want to not think of army or A level results, I want to feel like my worries are so far away. I want to feel like I am enjoy life,

I want to...

experience fun once again...



Too bad, we will never be able to do that again. Ever.

When you guys come back, let's meet up. I will take army leave for it. If possible,make it a monday, then maybe i can take MC.

SeaN.